well he's always said that he likes me....

and i know, cheating is terrible, I feel terrible about it - i totally screwed up the whole situation, and i so regret it. but what is done is done! and i can't blame james for cheating on me when i was cheating on him, right?

i also know what you mean about sam - he could do so much better than me :-( i've tried talking to him about the sex but it hasn't worked. he says he's just not into sex that much. considering i've only had sex with 2 guys ever, this has kind of ruined my confidence, cause i feel like the reason for that is ME.

thank you so much for your replies guys.