| Well, yeah, sure, gotta represent!...He's gotta realize how much he likes me, right?...
I constantly catch myself daydreaming about him...needless to say, ALL my dreams are about me. I guess I didn't really love him like I do now when we dated.
And one more thing: I am constantly afraid of losing him. What if he sees another girl? Although he told me that he can't be really into somebody else because he still likes me, I still dread the thought of him finding another girl.
Moreover, I am afraid that if he finds another girl, I will never love anyone else, bacause it's just impossible- he will always be there in my dreams...because he is a dream come true. i never thought I'd meet quite the same wonderful person in my life. Among all the other males, he's different. I know for sure that he would never cheat on me...We really agree upon most people disagree...we like the same things...
No, I just can't afford to lose him!! I will never get over it!
I mean, he's like really really picky about girls and everything, but why did he even go out with me then? there must be something about me then! No, he's gotta love me! Why doesn't he?! Could somebody really not love somebody when they care so much for them, when they're great friends, and are even "soulmates"?! We are, so how come he doesn't love me? I don't get it!
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