I don't even know why i didn't love him as much as I do now back then...I know, it sounds like I just want him back, but the thing is i really do love him... :cry: It's really weird the way i feel- I feel both happy and sad. happy because i love him, and my heart is full of tenderness and passion towards him...I love him more and more with every breath...I just have this burning for him...I love him so much.
I mean, I just...really, i could go on and on, how much i love him, and what a torture it is to stand next to him, not being able to show him just HOW much i love him.
This is insane...it's not like infusion or infatuation, I just love him, that's all.
And actually, I would want to marry him...I guess that would be very soul-comforting, because he is everything i ever wanted, and I just fel really safe with him...and besides, like i said, i love him.
This is mere inquisition...but one thing though...he probably doesn't know that i love him. But telling him wouldn't even change anything...because HE doesn't love me like he would want to love someone. Or does he? Does he, does he not, I don't know...but definitely he likes me, and cares aloooooooot for me...which could be...no no.

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