Yeah it's been over a year since I last asked for advice, however I see this more as a mean to vent, than seek advice. For all the old LF'rs, you'll still remember my sticky predicament, guess what folks!? It's happened again

. Why the hell do I do this to myself!? Is it something in the genes!?
:: Sigh ::
Life sucks eh?
EDIT: For people who have no idea what I am talking about, here is the link to what I believe to be my first ever thread entailing what seems to be a reoccuring problem.
Help please...
If you'd notice the replies I made in the thread made a year ago, you'll notice I've come along way. I've matured alot, however grown very cynical/sarcastic...
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Too much pot and heroin, too much crack and coke, I am waiting, everstating ohhhh...
...anytime at all, just hear this song, anydays too long, just turn it on, with or... without me holding you at all...