Believe me if I could get a Green Card, and were able to study in USA, it would be a dream come true. You don't seem to understand the state of things here.
I live in a desperatly poor community. People without an education (like me) work their asses off in mimimum wage jobs just to get by, or they work in the sex industry- some waste their money on drugs, some use it to gain a future.

I need help because I don't know whether the future I could gain, would be worth living if I didn't have my man. that's what it comes down to. I cant have both, and I don't know what the best decision to make is. I see myself getting a future, and being miserable because i lost my love. And I see myself giving up on my education to be with my man, and being miserable working my ass us to survive.