Been there, done that. what can i say? i feel your pain. when i read your post, tears came to my eyes. i think that's what they call empathy. i liked this guy for three years. too scared to tell him...until it was too late i finally did tell him in the end, but received no reply. i can honestly say, i have never been so sad. i'm getting over it...slowly. but i believe i've learnt something though. sometimes, there is nothing to do but to learn and move on. i do strongly advice you speak your mind though, but dont be too hopeful...i hope your outcome will be different to mine...good luck!