Ok, I went out with her tonight. I couldn't say it, and I'm not going to be able to. She just started talking about the guy she's seeing now and she seems genuinely happy with him. I'm not about to ruin anything that makes her happy because that is all I care about. So once again I've failed and I'm giving up on finding anything that brings me joy. I thank you all for your support but it really does look like I'm just here to make others happy. I'm sorry for wasting your time on a lost cause.

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Heit ist mein taug.