Thankyou TAVS and Ellynn for your replies.

I know I can't continue like this with her, pains me as I write this thinking of the moment and possible consequences... I will wait a while though, since we are supposed to be resolving an argument today that we had earlier ~_~

"I mean its mainly an online thing right?" - Pretty much, I sometimes spend my entire weekends talking to her, giving up all my activities.... guess that's when we were just "close friends" though, I know it has happened with many other online contacts...

I will tell her soon though... I will try and get it out right, and stay calm, try and make her use logic before her emotion to depict her actions for once ~_~ If she "runs", I will Email her... hopefuly not the final touch of communication though :/

Thank you SO MUCH, for you're wonderful replies so far, I will still keep an eye on this thread incase someone with similar experience adds something >_<

Again, I can't thank you ENOUGH for how much your replies mean to me!

Deepest Regards,
Ruro

EDIT: One more thing... I noticed you wrote this...
"You cannot live your life to constantly please others when it makes you unhappy" - Here is the selfishness problem... I can either give up my happiness to please her.. although in a way it is a false life for both of us... wait, never mind, I retract this, you're right ~_~ Life is so unfair, I will have to be more careful with relationships in the future it seems... although not long ago this seemed destined to work, what a **** life is...