Hi icecreamISgood
"but at the same time I need him to know what I have felt for the past 10 yrs. " by icecreamISgood
Okay, just to make it a little bit clearer I feel the need to improvise. I think the conversation will go something like this:
icecreamISgood: Hi!!!
This Guy: Hello
icecreamISgood: Remember me??? i'm your old sweetheart
This Guy: Oh i remember you, its been such a long time, how have you been?
icecreamISgood: Good thanks. Well, there is something i've been wanting to tell you for a very very very very very long time now.
This Guy: Okay, shoot
icecreamISgood: It's about how should i say, the way i felt all these years about you and about us? i feel I need you to know what I have felt for the past 10 years.
This Guy: Ok-ey
icecreamISgood: So It's like this:
10 years ago. That time you asked me out and i rejected you 10 years ago, i actually really really liked you, but i couldnt accept you or tell you the reason why i rejected you cause of my parents (So that one's clearly not my fault). Okay.
10 years to ? years ago. Those couple of years we hung out together, I really really liked you as well, but i still thought my parent's rules were much more important than you so i thought i wouldn't tell you anything as well.
? years ago to ? years ago. Then those OTHER years i didn't want to say anything about my feelings for you because you were with some girl and i didn't want to ruin that, cause clearly i'm like so nobody who does those kinda things.
Present. Now that i found out that you are getting engaged i thought i'd tell you that i really really like you before it's too late. So what do you think about the way i felt about you all these years?
This Guy: Ummm, Before it's too late for what exactly???
Okay, i think this one may have a couple of endings.
I'm so sorry, I'm so rotten today hehehe