she comes over here too, but its harder for her, i have a motorbike she has none of her own transport. and because she is sick she wont get the bus.

in terms of my 'next visit there' im a bit worried.

what do you think i should do?

i feel im in a house with 2 people i feel are violent.. and dont like me.. and thats awkward.. its a bit clostafobic (sorry for my spelling)