i see where your coming from. alot of my friends have said this to me aswell, saying that i dont deserve to put up with some of the crap. but i am prepared to make the effort. sometimes i feel i dont get any support from her with my efforts which dosent help.

I dont know what to do, i dont really want to see our relationship end. but sometimes i feel like its the easiast way. then i run in circles. i dont really want to be without her. she shows me love and affection, buys me clothes, spends alot of time with me. gives me good sex, lol.

Im really confused right now, writing this message is going to end up a pile of rubbish if i keep typing.