Eh, yeah I would hardly call that a girl-only thing. I know dudes who claim to find their dream girl like... once a week or so. Where I'm from we call people like the ones i mentioned "desperate" not that you are Innocence. I'm sorry for your situation, but I agree with the general mantra here; there's plenty of fish in the sea, and I'm sure you can find an even more perfect fish.

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I dunno this looks cool...