i'm just sick to death, i seem to have an extremely active personal life, nothing seems to be 'routinal' as such, something different happens every day, and i cant live an easy life, its just stressing me out to be quite honest.

I dont need the hassle right now, i just got nocked off my motorbike again the other day so have to sort that out, she wont bother her arse to come over and see me. and i really cant be bothered to go and see her. i'm just going to let her sort out coming over here, not even ask her.. see how long she goes without seeing me, or asks me to see her etc.

I think that might show just how much she cares to be with me, i really cant be bothered.. infact im not replying to most of her messages because i cant be bothered.. i need to sort out alot of stuff round here!