HI YA SQUIRT!!!
Thank you girl! I appreciate the non-judgemental attitude. Listen... I know this guy is married still and I know the whole thing is wrong.. I dont need the lecture about it from everyone. I was just asking if it was a good idea to be honest. My low self esteem has been creeping around recently. I know that is situation sounds like I am some kind of hooker and a "home wrecker" as someone so nicely pointed out but I assure you ... I am neither one of those judegemental names. I didnt write every detail and in a way I feel like I should have because everyone has judge me accordingly. Haven't we heard all of this on here before? The thing of it is ... this is MY LIFE .. I dont feel like this is another one of those BS stories about a girl messing around with a married guy but, I would also agree after reading my post again.. I would understand if I was judged that way. Whatever.. people make mistakes and bad choices and obviously this one was mine. Im not perfect .. that is for sure. Just lonely and I guess I fell for someone with whom I felt a strong attraction for. Just for sh#ts and giggles.. he isnt seeing anyone else and he did tell me that I was the only woman he had slept with in 10 years besides his wife. This obviously doesnt change anything.. ultimately HE IS MARRIED! So... I thank you forum.. and appreciate all advice.. even.. the obvious stuff.

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