dont feel like typing an essay now, but i'll make it quick.

on the thursday, she had said she will come over, and i left it at that . went home and the next day she said oh im going out with my friend to get my jacket and a cd out of one of her friends cars. i'm already feeling pissed off that she didn't come over. and as i said up there, told her not to bother coming over etc.

later on i rang her and asked her if she would come over, i was sorry etc, just i felt that way and couldn't help but let my feelings out. she agreed to come over, asked her friend for a lift. and said she would give me a call when she was on her way. although she didn't have a time.

come 12pm i realise she probably isn't coming and i get a text message, saying that she is back at home because her friend who offered her the lift was tired and couldn't bring her. i thought this was a joke to get me back for the message saying not to bother. but then realised that she wasn't joking after she didnt talk for half an hour. then asked me if i was annoyed.

so what did i do. told her exactly how i felt.

"of course im pissed off, youve broken yet another promise, wound me up, **** off, cunt."

maybe thats a bit harsh, but when she got paid today and said that she would come over regardless of how she had to come over, she had been offered a lift of my brother, and can get a taxi etc.

I'm now really pissed off, just want to tell her the relationship is over. 7 months or so we have been going out, and i really feel like the only thing that outweighed the good over the bad was the sex. thats what was keeping me there i guess? ..

But i really feel unappreciated, unrespected and let down by her. and dont think i can take any more of this.

Can someone please lead me in a good direction, i do understand people arent going to know the entire relationship. but what would you do.

Thanks,
Spike