I dont know what to tell you dude. It's hard to relate to such a situation if you havent confronted it. What do you look for in a girl?? Dont set your sights too high. Understand how you're feeling and don't be hipocritical when you pick out girls you're interested. There's more than what's on the surface. Anyway, I mainly posted to acknowlege your post and let you know you've been heard.

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