Ofcourse my bf and his gf would mind. I know my relationship at home is not going very good.. to be truthfull has not been for about 7 years. Anyway I dont know we just kind of clicked.. I am not a teenager but hell i feel like one now.. I am not use to getting attention and i have to say this feels great. I can not tell you how his relationship is going for i do not know his gf. I would not want him to leave her for me anyway.. We would have to get to know each other alot more.. For the moment i would just like to have an underground relationship as i like to call it.


I am too shy to make a move.. i dont know if that is what he wants or not.. At work we are not shy but the minute we are alone we cant look each other in the eye. Man i am 35 and this is the first time i want to jump on someone. This is not a natural thing for me. I do not go on in life wanting to jump men. He is 7 years younger than me. it feels great to have someone talking to me like im a real person and not a bloody maid.

I am not use to this and all i want to do right now is call him and tell him i miss him.. yes he asked for my number and he gave me his. All i do in a day is think about him. God i sound like a teenager.