Taranee - don't you think it is rather arrogant that a bunch of b*tchy girls should presume they ought to have the authority to decide who does (and does not) belong together? Or that they should decide for the rest of the teenage population who is "cool"? God, I hated those kinds of girls in H.S. For the record, I was neither popular nor unpopular; I was an independent who actually got to choose my own friends. Imagine that. Why don't you try making some better quality friends?
Whoa, wait a minute. I don't say I agree with these girls. I'm just playing the game along in order to survive. 2 years ago I also was an independent soul. I didn't believe in the social ladder and all that crap. I learned the hard way that it does matter. Because everyone lives as if there really is a social ladder. And I don't ever want to experience that again! I do have good quality friends but unfortunately they are not going to the same school.
I know you are right about everything you say shh! and I respect you for that. But the fact remains that this is a matter of sink or swim. And I just don't want to sink. Like I said I get counselling. Because of all of the things I went through. I'm still scared to death that these things might happen again. I'm trying to get over all of my fears and things.
Look at it this way I don't want to feel like crap. Because I'm in the group I am safe. For now at least. Do you understand now why I'm doing what I'm doing?