Dude, I'm warning you I'm gonna be a little harsh. #1) There is more than 1 pussy in this world...and don't think the one you had was the best. You pushed her away for a reason -- everything happens for a reason. Maybe it's to teach you something so you don't mess things up with the NEXT GIRL, maybe it's because this girl would've raised hell...Who knows!

The best thing you can do for yourself is GET OUT THERE AND MEET NEW GIRLS. This doesn't mean make it your first priority, but meeting new people is ALWAYS beneficial. Your social skills will help you in every aspect of your life. So get a move on, there IS a girl out there that will treat you better. Respect you more. Love you like you deserve.