i've never felt like this before. i've always felt confident to be reserved. but now i feel that i made a mistake in my choices.

my past is coming back to haunt me.

i feel i've lost so much of my life.

from being 18 - 22 has so far been a waste (especially from 20 - 22)

even in High School, I was low key.

but all this didn't bother me until now. i mean - WHAT NEXT?

what do i do?

WHAT DO I DO?