Wow, this is crazy. She is actually in the next room as I write this. She did come this weekend after all and we had a great party! Unfortunately, I spent most of the night trying to keep her attention and not appear clingy. I was definitely preoccupied, mentally. As the night wore on some of my closer friends noticed my abnormal attitude and asked about it. After it was pointed out, I tried to loosen up and I did. I didn't get trashed, but I stopped worrying so much about whether or not she was having a good time or noticing me. She did have a good time, though and was really appreciative. She has given me lots of attention before and after the party. I'll continue this a little later -- gotta go.