She's not worth it, lilwing. If she can't be proud of you, you shouldn't be of her, its definitely a big flaw. And if you're the one always saying "i love you", she doesn't feel the same way, and believe me, you likely don't actually truly feel that way either. I mean you say you're just a fwb, and if thats all she wants, there's no telling that she's exclusive to you. And well, none of this actually sounds like a loving, genuine relationship, and never really has to me. Move on and find someone more worth your time, like vashti said. We all get very attached to those we first have sexual activity with, but you need to let this one go.

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