k i think i've safely moved on. I just spoke with her online... and well... for one thing, her blog said her "date" for prom was her best friend. no hint/alluding to me at all.

furthermore, we talked about her future career, and i really don't like it. theres no ambition whatsoever. I'm very ambitious. I don't see myself with her. Its over. Good bye love forum. Only friends, afterall.