thanks for the advice, even though i've heard that same thing 100000 times from 100000 people. honestly though, i dont think i gave you nearly enough personal details about us and our history together. even so, you probably would have said that anyway. I know i sound ignorant when i claim to have as much experience as i do and i'm sure i can go on and on about how mature i am for my age and you'd still probably draw the same conclusion. fact is,regardless of statistics and all the facts and figures floating around, it doesnt matter how old you are. by the time you hit puberty, emotions are emotions and feelings are feelings. whether you've had enough experience to know one from the other may be in question, even though, i have, whether you believe i do or not. I can love someone just as much as somebody twice my age. i'm perfectly able to realize what this feeling is and how its affecting my daily life and how i feel when i'm with a person or not with a person. if there is greater love and i DO stick with this relationship forever, and never achieve this supposed "greater love" that exists, it doesnt matter because what i feel is all i know and if what i feel is perfection, then i couldnt possibly want or ask for anything more.

i'll update tonight after her and i talk