I've only brought up me liking her twice and that was like 6 months ago, So for now back sixth months ago I have not mention I have just acted like it never happened and like She tells me we are best friends and she never wants to lose me as one, she is even gonna come and enroll at my college. I dont know it all these little things she does that makes me thing she is just playing hard to get. Sometimes I think she does not call me on purpose, becuase its not like she is forgetting about me Cuz I am friends with her close friends and she talks about me all the time :-/ for for some odd reason I have this dream all the time that when I get a really deep relationship with another girl as like gf/bf she is gonna realize how she misses me and is gonna put me in a big place between her and the deep gf in my dream, i've had it a couple of times now.

I dont know I just wish I coudl erase my feelings for her like that,

Like when I'm with her she is so sweet and fun to be with and stuff. Like I jsut totally forget about her not calling me back those times and things.

Like last night at the beach we sat on the life gurad post thing and talked for like 2 hours jsut watching the ocean, MMMmm That is what all my friends have said "just go get another girl" Its not that hard becuase i'm pretty damn picky when it comes to girls. So there is my rant on it hah

But ya I hope I could get some more advice...

thanks,