After this week... I am taking some time off..

I am going snowboarding for the last time this coming weekend and then I am heading home to Vermont for a few days... I am missing my father and my friends and well.... I guess I just think that right now.. I need to be surrounded by people that love me. My self esteem is shot.. I am completely insecure and I have never felt more alone then I do right now.

I have cried more in the past few weeks then in my whole life and I feel like right now I need to make a change or life as I know it will be forever like this.

I feel like I have been dumped by the world?? crazy isnt it?

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"Remember always, that you not only have the right to be an individual, you have an obligation to be one."
- - Eleanor Roosevelt
" It's not who we are that holds us back, it's who we think we're not."
- - Michael Nolan
"...to love and lose, is better than not to love at all..." .... yours truly
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