i didnt wanna die without losing my virginity and i didnt know why. but i finally did and now im not afraid to die. am i bulletproof? not exactly.

i can die in peace now. yea.... wahtever hahah. that girl is being retarded. i dont wanna talk to her anymore. whatd ya expecT? you expected just that haha. me too. i stuck around to see if there was a chance. theres not tho.

ppl keep saying that your sposed to have the first time with someone you love and blah blah blah...right? i loved her more than any other yet. im satisfied with how it went. even if i dont marry her.

well now that im not a virgin i can focus on other things