wow , thank god i never got molested , but i was one young horny kid (still young and horny , just not a kid) ...I think its in the blood .

oh heres what "corrupted" my mind

-the closest relative to me was 5 y older and the rest had MINIMUM 8-10 years older than me ... my bro is 12 y older than me ...hes the closest male relative to take examples of when i was a kid . So when i was 5 , he was 17 and he did get his nice share of girls at home ... so i walked in more than once on him nailing a girl in our room . Not to mention he used to give me "training simulation beatings" ... like "hey what would you do if a guy my age beats you up ?" and then he goes and puts me in a lock and beats me up while he yelled " is that all you got ? hit harder !!!!" ... finally i got some sort of fighting skills off from it ... thanks bro .

-I discovered porn very early and had an idea of sex and positions at a young age .

-Since im the youngest in a family of 5 kids ... well i was exposed to alot of things kids shoulnt see or do ... such as watching movies like showgirls at the age of 6 or 7 ... or violent movies with LOTS of swearing (hey goodfellas, pulp fiction) ... talking with older ppl that were more than twice my age regularly and since i was a kid , its real hard for me to be around ppl my age because i find them either completely stupid and immature ( sure they can joke , but theres a time and place) (stupid not in the sense of academics ... but overall wise )

- basically , im 19 but i think and act like someone older than my age , therefore alot of ppl who know me think im actually older , but not necessarely because of my looks . Sooo , i have trouble with ppl my age and im stuck either 1) being with older ppl (wich is hard considering school is ppl my age and they might see it as being weird) 2) wait for ppl my age to grow older in both physical and mental ways ... some exceptions exist like me tho . But im glad ppl are becoming more "equal" now ... i tell ya , in HS i had friends but they were mostly "props" friends ... like hallway friends ... because once i hanged out with them ... either i was too serious and thought i wasnt fun because i wasnt acting like a raging ass hole ... or i thought they were too stupid . So i ended up hanging out with ppl that were 3-4 years older than me .