I have this fantasy where a huge muscular man walks up to a very small and frail gorgious woman and he grabs her and breaks her jaw. She then falls to the ground dead. he then starts playing with her dead body in a non sexual manner. He puts her dead body in a chair and pretends to have a conversation with her but she is already dead.

Except the huge muscular man isnt me... and the dead chick is my fantasy girlfriend.

I don't get it?