When I was with the ex, because I loved her and she loved me, we both regret the people we were with before that and hoped that we lost our virginity to each other.

However, unfortunately from my experience I get frustrated knowing that my girlfriend has been with other guys. Just annoying to think whatever she does with me, she did with other guys, and knowing that other guys have touched her in private areas. So, in saying that, knowing that I have been with other people makes me feel better about the whole thing.

So, in the end, I have to say that I do not think I lost my virginity under perfect circumstances, and but due to the fact I mentioned above I don't really regret it, but neither am I proud of it