hello everyone,

i little background info. for those that did not reply or don’t remember my last post back in november of 2005. i meet this young lady at work when she first started back in july of 2005 and we hung out in group settings with others at work. i thought the world of her and liked her more and more as the time went along. i got the nerve to ask her out in november but than i did something that many on this forum said i should have not done.... i gave her a diamond necklace before we went to dinner that night and that was the last time we went out. we talked after the date and she said she would let me know that coming monday. she never did and i did not bring it up but let it go and gave her time. well, she ended up leaving the job and we have not communicated since december of 2005. many said it was probably lust or infatuation but not true love. well since the day i saw her the first time and even as i type i think of her day and night everyday. if you need to know ages she is in her early twenties i am in in my late twenties. no other woman has had this effect on me at all...ever. i know that she was in a relationship in january but the guy is a jerk....yeah i know what your thinking ..bitterness... no it is just the truth. what i don't understand is that we always had fun and i was reading that she was into me. i said oh well i guess i would chalk this up to learning from experience but i never knew how much it would hurt losing something i never had to begin with. i just left the florist where i was about to order 22 dozen tulips for her birthday coming up but then i told the florist i would think about it and left without buying anything. now i am on here asking what too do. i always did things on my own and never asked for help and never asked for advice. i would love to her from some of you guys and will check back later in the day or this evening. thanks for reading.
the person that said it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all must have never been in love. She has accomplished a great deal in her life and is mature beyond her age. She has closed another chapter in her life by graduating college a semester early and all I wish is that somehow I can be in the next chapter of her life. Do I have to let this bird fly away? Is she the fish that I cannot catch?

later
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