could it be because she really wanted to match making me by meeting up with him, so they could be closer, so she would have better chance to match making us?? was i over reacting? could i just go "aw...just meeting...what's a big deal? they are friends anyway" can i??? i really wish i can just say this to myself...i feel hurt...i've never liked a guy as long as this ( 10 years!). our parents are really good friends, and it's such a shame if i completely cut him off from my life, when i dont know for SURE that i DEFINITELY can not have a single chance to get his heart at the end of the day.

do i sound pathetic now???? is it wrong to still have a little hope... that it's just a misunderstanding, and that he doesnt mean anything by meeting up with her?

i have several boyfriends in the past, but none of them were approved by my parents, simply because they think my boyfriends are not good enough. only this guy (P) that they always approve of. they even encourage me, and stuff...now i'm hurt cos i dont see that he likes me back. (note: currently i live in different countries, cos i study in overseas, so we dont have chance to meet up face to face,...only in msn)

should i just wait til i go back for good to my country, and see if things got better between us? should i wait until his mum recovers from cancer??? or should i just forget about him now, and open my heart to other guys??? (actually...getting a bf is rather difficult for me, cos of my parents being TOO picky)