I know this means everything to him - he has been preparing for these for years. I'll wait and see. I guess that is all I can do is wait. I am 99% sure he is in to me, otherwise I don't think he would haev told me that he would really haev loved to meet up, but because of work pressures couldn't. I think that it is also reasonable. Besides, I guess the last thing he needs at the moment is any distractions in the form of me. However, I will wait for him to make the next move! Do feel really rather silly.