He left messages on msn explorer. She never replied. I think i'm going to say something today, i'm debating whether I should do it in person (she's at college 30 minutes from me) or on the phone. This situation is very delicate, I don't want to hurt the good thing I have going, but it's driving me crazy. I think I just need her to look me in the eyes and tell me she did nothing in New Zealand. I know how insecure that must sound, and maybe I am insecure, but how can you hold back when it's making you crazy, at least these last two days.