yes you are. pr0n for most men is something they thorougly enjoy. No need to feel disgusted about it. About the exhibitionism, I fyou think you crossed a line there then that's your call, and good job at refraining from it I guess. About the relationship stuff: That ain't got nothing to do with you watching pr0n. If you get into a relationship and the subject comes up, all you have to answer is you watched (or still watch) porn. No need to lie about it, but no need to go into details either.