Some people use honesty as an excuse to dump their emotional baggage in someone else's little red wagon. You have to deal with your own stuff.

If I were to meet someone new today, I wouldn't necessarily want to know everything there is to know about his faults.

You know who you should be talking to about it, though? A therapist. If you're concerned that it's out of control and getting worse, you need to get help. just the fact that it worries you indicates a cause for concern.

You sound very sweet and sincere. You'll find someone. It'll be great.