I guess I forgot to tell you how I am handling the situation. The morning after (last Friday) I felt like crap woke up and called her before work saying I loved her still and hoped it wasn't over, I sounded bad and regretted the call. On Saturday we talked on MSN, I explained in a mature way what I thought and made it clear that if she is just postponing a breakup that I'd want to know now, she said she isn't ready to breakup and she is too confused. So I didn't talk to her till Sunday night, she called me as planned. So I didn't cry, was very strong and basically said whatever happens will happen and that I want her in my life no matter what, as friends or lovers and she said the same. Obviously nothing has been decided, but I told her I would like to give it another go, because I still love her, but I also made it clear that she could take the time she needs. We decidided to talk again next week, maybe meet I dunno, but I have decided that I will not contact her and I will let her decide when to call me this weekend. I think this is the best way of handling the situation, although it is very difficult.