We have tried her on top, it works, but she still can't make it go to deep or else it hurts and I am not oversized or anything.

Yes, I have and do see a future with her, I always thought we would buy our home together andhave kids together, we talked about what we would name them, how many we wanted and stuff like that. I love her so much and it pleases me when I can make her happy and the same is/was true for her. I say is/was cause I'm not sure what she feels right now.

Here is the card she wrote me on our 4 Year at the end of last October:

Happy anniversary my love!
Wow! Four years! It has gone by so fast...
That's because it has been 4 great years!!
We have come a longway,eh?
It wasn't so easy at the beginning with the whole situation, (her ex and I were best friends and still are, but things were tough at the beginning but, that fixed in about the first 6 months)
but it has been worth it all the way!!
I am so happy to have spent these years loving you
and I hope it will last a very very long time!

I want you to know how much you mean to me.
I'm not sure what I would do without you... Thank you
for being so understanding I really, really feel loved and
Ihopeyou feel that way too. I care for you deeply and love you
so much!

Je t'aime

(I feel the same way for her)