| I call her this morning. She just talks like she uses to be. But i know that she doesn't want me to drink, that's why she got mad last night. We hang out together, with some of her friends, and i drunk ... I feel lonely... or just something came out to my mind and i started to drinh. She doesn't like people drink because her father was deadth because of drinking too much.
She goes to work now. The only thing she wants to concentrate now is working and studying. She has a boyfriend before, and she told me, she still miss him so much. I think what i have is just a lonely love, or like a little girl that i want to take care of... But anyway, i want she to be happy. She always keep everything inside, and don't want people care too much about her... She wants to be independence but, she's only 19 and have to much thing to handle... she tire and she find me, might be her brother, so i can give her advices, listen to her... and let her stress out... i can see her smile... that's beautiful... |