Ever since me and my ex broke up, I have been in a way keeping tabs on him and his new girlfriend, and each time I am being burned and burned

Why shoud I let my self hear these things? It hurts soo much, but ever since the private calls I've been getting I've had false hope

How does one get rid of the hope, man sersiouly all the energy seems drained out of me and its been 9 months I've been having the biggest relapses ever
It sersiouly makes you feel like NOT HAPPY AT ALL...

I guess this is just going to take alot of time, but hes going back to elizbeth city ,( his dads house...and she is there now)..they went back...I guess thats a good thing considering I won't ever see him

man how can an ex never talk to you ever again? how?

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