Originally Posted by loss
it over between me and her now...... she moving to america...now i regret it all....she almost killed her self because of me
their no way for me to get ehr back now.....how would i ever get over her omg i think it all my fault......she told me that i m the only thingk eeping her back and now nothing is keepping her back..
Honestly is it a loss? I mean you weren't 100% happy anyways... Not even close... And she also threatened to kill herself over you? OMG! This girl sounds crazy....and if anything I think it was just another one of her empty threats to get a reaction out of you! She also was pushing marriage....and honestly you should not be even THINKING about marriage until you are MUCH older.... I mean even you said you "COULDN't EVEN SEE THAT HAPPENING!" Which I can see why....
Its not your fault. I think this was one of your first serious relationships( or something kinda close to it) and now that its not gonna work out your just upset. You have PLENTY of time and there are PLENTY of other people out there. And yes, there are girls who DON't Threaten you everytime she wants something!
You can do better! I think your just in love with the IDEA of being with someone...and not her. So, I think you need to just let her go....and move on. Trust me in a few yrs you will realize it was for the best!