I am trying to mourn this the best way I can, but sometimes when i think of us never speaking again it tears me up inside..

I guess girls are more emotional, and your right, I am dwelling on all of this, and not letting go

but when someone becomes apart of your likfe for 2 1/2 years how the *uck can you?! but he did treat me like crap and I'll always have that to look upon when trying to get over him.

If he can not speak to me for 9 months, than I should hold hate upon him, this is still hard...but I guess it will get easier with alot more time

I'm gonna live the best way I can, and try to get out more

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I'm going to show you baby, that a woman can be tough