of course you are gonna miss her thats the natural order of things but trust me the longer you hold on the longer you will feel pain and miss her she wants to go she wants to disregard your marriage vows just like they are trash then so be it but at least you know you tried.

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It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone"

People change and forget to tell each other.