I really don't know what should i do. My old girl friend said she gonna die because of losing me. She does want me to to even i dont love her. I know i hurt her when i say i dont love her, and i have another one to love. Now i really don't know what is love. What can make a couple leave together.
I meet a new girl, and she was so cute, and funny. We talk to each other and i found that there are somethings in her that make me like her more. She told me she still miss her old boyfriend so much, she try to hide from him, because she doesn't want him to upset about their relationship (they are in 2 different country now). I like her, but i'll never let her know. I know that if i say, she gonna leave me, because, she said, she still not feel confident to open her heart for some body else. But now we are good friends. We talk together all the time. Have fun with talking and joking
My old girl friend is in another situation. Her dad will die soon, problerly 2 more year, because of kidney affection. She also was so sad, i was beside her when her dad was at the hospital.. I do everything for her, but not love her, not be her boyfriend. Some time i feel that i like her so much, but that's not last long. I don't know, whenever, i talk to her and she say she can't live without me, i feel bad
really bad. It's hard to broke up with her, but when i did, i don't want to go back. A white paper will nolonger a white paper whenever you write something on it.
What is love that make people crazy, and upset like that. I like the person who will never like me, and i have another girl can't live without me... is that the true life.
I try to concentrate on my study, but i can't. Missing the new girl, feeling guilty to the old girl is what i have right now. Is there anyway that i can get out of this. Go to another place, found another girl, come back to my old girl friend or continue to do thing like this ... It's really hard to make a decision