I am sure you are experiencing some disturbance by the fact that you are alone while all around you people are not, or at least they have had these "love" experiences. Love is a beautiful affection between two people, so of course, you want to share that w/someone. Truth is, we are all looking for love. But, we are not all letting that loneliness or emptiness that we may be feeling get in the way of our happiness. I think you are doing just that! You can't MAKE someone love you, or make yourself love someone. It's something that happens, most often, when you least expect it. So just enjoy life... it's short! Your love is out there! You just haven't found it yet, & there's nothing wrong w/that! If you condescend to this "desperate" state, then you might just have a series of unfortunate relationships & be turned off by love. Just have fun, it will happen! You will make someone very happy someday! Maybe not today, but someday!