Originally Posted by Gigabitch
It wouldn't hurt so much if it wasn't the real thing- so why disrespect the real thing by not giving him a real goodbye?
That's true, it would be wrong of me. I was just hurting, & not accepting at the time I wrote that. I have since come to my senses. I don't think I could have done that anyways! It would just be too tempting to properly tell him good bye. I couldn't forgive myself if I didn't.