hey, I hope it works out for you. You have a whole life ahead of you, and this is just one event, one moment in time; it will pass. If it doesn't, it could be depression.

You are not a bad person- you just made a mistake. If you are Christian, that is, you believe in god, in heaven in hell, etc, then maybe you should go to church and confess.
Personally I think there are better reasons to be a "good person" other than the notion of reward or punishment from above.

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