more or less. sorry if I'm vaque when I write. Writing is like a whole different use of language. I was trying to say many things, but indeed that is one of the points I was touching on. If the situation is "perfect" or calls for action I do sometimes puss out. I worry too much about what she/they'll think about me. I don't always turn weak though so don't think I'm that hopeless. When I am used to people and more lax I am a lot more goffy and what not, not on purpose but just naturally. I wish I could figure out how to control that at more appropriate times.

I always have believed that everything happens for a reason so if I didn't do something in the past, it was ideally supposed to be that way. I also understand that I can make different choices that can affect what is supposed to happen. Madness

I guess I just want to know why I have problems that other people don't have.
I get the shakes, more often than never. Partly due, I believe, to ADHD excessive fast movements with fingers, legs, arms, etc. But, sometimes it is just like general nervousness, like when I was handing a police officer my info I noticed my hands doing the dance. Thankfully the cop didn't say anything. Even now as I hold my hands above the key board they want to go all shakitty.
So, what could be done to help this?