It sounds to me like you are saying whatever or thinking whatever just to justify how she treated u. You keep on giving her all these chances...while chances are she knows just what to do to keep you wrapped around her little finger....

But you know...maybe you two are meant to be together. If you can't see the truth and just keep making excuses for her....then thats your problem. We tried to help u see the big picture, but if you keep making excuses for the manipulative things she has done to you.....then sorry we can't help you..

You might think she has changed...but remember, she can just as easily change back to how she was not long ago. And well, then your stuck once again...

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