According to me either you love him so muchhhhhhh that you don't want to be away from him or u are worried that your relationship will be screwed coz of another girl . That's why you want to stay with him as long as possible . So my advice is control urself . It is hard to go away from the one u love but u've to accept that . There is no point of crying . If u keep on doin like this he will be irritate from u